1. To kill as a sacrifice.
2. To kill (oneself) by fire.
3. To destroy.

The agony of being a student is that the teacher is always right. Well, at least that's what some teachers presume. I've got an ultimately pleasant surprise today! A surprise so pleasant it got me foaming at the mouth I swear. For the first time of this term, she was confidently assertive of her answers and explanations. Yes, I admit my fetish in scrutinising every single thing she writes on the board and pin-pointing the mistakes she make (if she doesn't have mistakes she wouldn't have to worry about that). I doubted the confidence she exhibited today and started questioning about last week's test. This was when she arrogantly said she couldn't be wrong because she extracted the questions from the past year papers. Wow! A round of applause please audience. I didn't know she had such capability! Double wow! Secret exposed. It only goes to show that she is not fit to be a teacher because she had to rely on answer scheme complete with workings to mark our scripts. Triple wow! If she had such a great ability, why didn't she apply it on finding more resources to teach us instead of imparting all the wrong knowledge?

Enough! What's the big fuss about having a degree in microbiology? What's the big fuss about you being able to pronounce w as v? What's the big fuss that you are a teacher? What's the big fuss that you can scream at me just to show that you had a stand in the bloody school!? Yeah, I'd like you to have a taste of my attitude. Go ahead, go on and bitch about me in front of A. Go have a major discussion with him and he's gonna tell you I made him depressed by walking out of the class just because he threw my toot. He's also gonna mention that he doesnt know what he have done to deserve this. Oh, oh, did I also mention that he's gonna make me sound like i'm a sinner because I'm like one of the oh-very-few people who complained about him and trying to "break his ricebowl". I could spend the whole day telling you what I did to make A depressed! I could jolly well do that to you. Go wipe your ass with leaves man!

Oh. Happy Halloween anyway. I hope you have a pumpkin over your head and I hope a thousand skeletons-in-the-closet haunt you tonight.

|._Ondre stumbled at 7:02:00 PM_.|

Best Parts

Word of the day: malediction
Meaning:

1. A curse.
2. Slander.

The best part of a show is the climax.

The best part of sleep is not having dreams or nightmare.

The best part of a home is a comfortable bed.

The best part of a game is the process of enjoying it. Winning is second.

The best part of losing is being able to see the ugly side of people.

The best part of being a passerby is that you are not involved.

The best part of being a child is the freedom and innocence.

The best part of a song is the lyrics.

The best part of painting is the abstract artistic meanings behind it.

The best part of life is being able to know different people.

The best part of studies is getting to know more.

The best part of a vehicle is the engine. You can't run without it.

The best part of internet is the information available.

The best part of my life...is my friends and family. And, that includes Ondre.

You get to know things you wouldn't expect everyday. Things that are out of norm. Things that are unapprehendable. Things that are bizarre. Today is one such day. I am glad I get to know these things because it made me realise how fortunate I am and how simple my life is. I am starting to appreciate things more.

|._Ondre stumbled at 9:31:00 PM_.|

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Trepidation

Word of the day: sotto voce
Meaning: In soft tones, so as not to be overheard; in an undertone

Small note: Haven't been updating for ages due to a certain number of factors. No. 1: I'm busy correcting what the Pakistani teach everyday. No. 2: I'm ending late everyday. No. 3: I'm preparing for Halloween party. No. 4: Too many programmes lining up. No. 5: Not in the mood. No. 6: My homework's piling up!

At this point of a time, I would wish to stress that I do not have anything against a teacher who is of a different race as I am (relating to Z who is a pakistani and A who is an indonesian). Please do not start a racial riot because I am being very objective here. A teacher of any race will not make a difference to me as long as they teaches the right stuff and most importantly knows how to teach! C'mon man, I have teachers from Nigeria, Philippines, Malaysia. Teachers who are aboriginals, chinese from China as well as Indonesians but I'd never have problems with them like I have with the both of you! Reflect man, chickens!

If I give you an equation of N2O4 (g) <=> 2NO2(g), what would be the first thing that comes to your mind? The basic fundamentals of such given equations is that the mole ratios equate isn't it? I swear to the Gods I have never heard since I took Chemistry in secondary 3 that the mass equates to each other! Taking for example there are 4 moles of 2NO2, then there will definitely be 2 moles of N2O4 according to the mole ratio: N2O4 = 2NO2. Even an idiotic Chemistry student will know that. Z started teaching us the method that if 20g of N2O4 produces 11.5g of NO2, in order to find out the number of N2O4 remaining, you have to take (20g - 11.5g). Ha! Ridiculous! How about the molar mass then? Anyway, when I tried telling about mole ratio equating instead of mass, she started looking pissed and wanted to justify why is it so (of course she couldn't give a valid answer). You so clever you go be the scientist to invent this new equation la! Thanks for giving me extra work to do. Thanks for making me check the net everytime for information on Chemistry to see if you have taught the right thing. Thanks for making me attending your stupid useless class when you cannot even differentiate orbits and shells! If I had a choice, I'd bet for a million pounds I will not attend your lessons (I just don't want to get myself into deeper trouble lest chao turban write a bloody bad testimonial for my University entrance). What on Earth did students do to deserve things like that? It's not fair at all! For goodness sake, print a bloody piece of specification to know what you are supposed to teach! Worst thing about Z is that when we tried telling her and me even providing the steps worked out to get the answers given by the textbook, she just "bua bodoh" (act blur) and changed topic saying she wanna move on to the next chapter! KNN! I've had enough liao la, we come to school to do well not pay school fees to have teachers like you who isn't fit to teach! Bloody admit your mistakes and I will just take it with a pinch of salt yah!? If I could I would just scream at her and walk out of the class like what I did in A's class. But, I just do not wish to repeat the history anymore and having a report saying that I cause distress to the class. In actual fact, the class were supportive of me storming out because A got really disturbed by it and stopped the lessons momentarily (he's not well-liked by the class but the school is unwilling to chase him off because they would have to pay him for the contract thing). You guys forced me to do things I had never done before, arguing with the teacher, correcting the teacher and walking out of the class. Thanks yah? I don't need anymore of these shit.

N.B: I am really pissed thinking about all these useless teachers. I do not wish to say anymore lest I start spewing nonsense and vulgarities.

|._Ondre stumbled at 11:56:00 AM_.|

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Scorched

Word of the day: reconnaissance
Meaning: An inspection or exploration of an area, especially one made to gather military information

Small note: Heart stops. Brain dies. People leave. But, time just continue drifting off without waiting for us to ponder or consider the actions made. Yes, it's the 4th week of school and I am seriously panicking for the future. Perhaps, its good to be advised of the future at times.

I've got the fever, I'm hot, I can't be stopped! I've got the woo, the ahh...(yeah, it's a cheer or some sort of that which I can't really remember) What's new? I've got burnt again. If anyone has the slightest idea of giving me a friendly pat on the back, give it up. You'd probably get a thousand slaps in return (ah! quite a good deal right?)

Spent the whole of yesterday and today morning out at sea. Scorching sun, phew! I swear it got me worn out with all the rocking and diesel smell. We were down for waterfest 2005 at Esplanade that area. It would probably be the last time people will see water taxi at that area since it will be closed for the integrated resort. I seriously can't remember the things that will be happening there as there's too many series of events happening. Didn't bothered to go for the carnival since it was really troublesome to transfer onto a speedboat to get on to land. Time flies when it is fun and sweet. Perhaps at times, simplicity is the key word to life. I can't wait to meet up with shoot and moo soon. (I know moo's gonna said I just met her for dinner 2 days ago. Okay, I get the point yah? But, we seldom go out in groups)

New week. New beginning. Hope this will be a better week. I am still aspiring to enter Murdoch, please grant me the strength and motivation to work harder!

Hey ape! That's your compatriot.


That's my blarder and me


My lovely parents


My dad trying to sell me opium and we had a fight about the price


I decided to sell coke eventually


City view.


Esplanade

|._Ondre stumbled at 7:14:00 PM_.|

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Prejudice

Word of the day: serendipity

Meaning:

1. The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident.
2. The fact or occurrence of such discoveries.
3. An instance of making such a discovery

Small note: [to the tune of jingle bells] Chemistry, chemistry, chemist all the way, oh what fun it is to read on the stupid alkaline, yeah! Chemistry, chemistry, chemist all the way, oh what joy it is to read on the bloody polymers! Self-inducing exercise number 1: repeat the phrase, "I don't hate chemistry, I love chemistry" for a thousand times.

Let me repeat again, "I am a slow retard". That's why I don't understand people's actions and thinkings at times. I do not understand why are homosexual being obstracized. I do not understand why people start their childish acts against some people just because they are not like them. I do not understand as well, why these people actually exist. At this point of time, my heart goes out to Alexander (even though we weren't on very good terms at one point of a time because he thought I said he was wearing too much perfume when I was referring to Leslie's bottle of perfume in his bag. Ah, sensitive beings).

Anyway, back to the topic. Must people who are not "normal" or aesthetically gifted (if you get what I mean) bear with all these insults and sneers? If everybody is the same, then you wouldn't have seen to be significant isn't it? Worst still, he is being cast aside and had to even be deprived of the subjects he ought to be taking. Perhaps at times, these people ought to give a thought to other's feelings. They are not the only ones who are keen to study (yeah like as if, I am just presuming). Enough said. It's obvious they are all so selfish that I have to go on without break for 6 periods. Thanks man.

|._Ondre stumbled at 9:50:00 PM_.|

Monday, October 10, 2005

The irony

Word of the day: laconic
Meaning: Using or marked by the use of few words; terse or concise

Small note: Yeah! I passed my basic theory, like wow! Million thanks to bangla sitting beside me who made me laugh and thus resulting in me being slightly relaxed for the test because you know all the information will flow out once I panic. Watched "tong meng qi yuan" with dine at Shaw tower just now (my first time there ya la?) Anyway, we are planning for a night cycling trip one of these days, interested people please leave a message at my tagboard and you will be updated about it.


As what dine quoted, "our first date". Hahaha, and we have to spend it at shaw tower watching some touching story. Why do shows always have to be touching at the end and we have to end up crying and leaving the cinema with puffy eyes. Goodness but it was a nice show anyway.

The facet of life is that it is simply ironical. When you are a young and active being, you longed to grow older so that you can be part of the "matured gang". However, as you get older, you will start yearning for the life whereby freedom can be easily found and the innocent and fun-loving times. Oh, contradictions!

I've got nothing much to say now because I have a test to study for tomorrow. So, got to go for now!

|._Ondre stumbled at 7:01:00 PM_.|

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Rojakology

Word of the day: sempiternal
Meaning: Enduring forever; eternal

Small note: I am feeling extremely lethargic now. Let's hope it's not dengue. I am paranoid about this whole bloody thing what with an average of I don't know, probably 100-150 cases everyday. If this goes on, everybody's gonna get it.

Ah huh! The title today speaks a thousand words doesn't it? So I'm just going to continue crapping on the different topics since I can't think of anything serious to do.

Doesn't your friends always go on asking, "Hey, what type of girl/guy you like ar?" Yeah, curiosity always kills the cat. Since I'm so into the mood of typing now, I shall write the main preference which me and dine totally agree with.

I want my boyfriend to be as stupid as I am.

Call me a feminist for all you want. I mean c'mon man, why are girls the only creatures on Earth allowed to be stupid? I wouldn't like the idea of staring at my boyfriend in utmost admiration and praising him like there's no tomorrow even if he said something wrong. Just because he is smart and a brainy ass. Blah! I'd rather prance up and start saying something like, "Boy am I glad you are as stupid as me!" *flashing that mega-watt smile* Of course, he doesn't have to be dumber than me lest he will just have to be classified as semi-retarded like that Pierre Png guy from "tong xing yuan" that forever has nothing to do but to start saying, "mei len yu, mei len yu" *bimbotic tone and shakes ass* (that's how he pronounces it la). Please note that I am in any sense not against people who are smart. If you are, I congratulate you. I mean everyone are born with different abilities, yeah, I'm a dumbo, so what? It isn't like you are supposed to support me or live with me the rest of your life ain't it? So, stop telling me things like, "Ask the scientist la!" when I simply posted a question to you. Hey, are you challenging my intellect huh? *rolls a thousand eyeballs* Am I supposed to go to Einstein's grave, dig his skeletons up and start yakking, "Hey you bag of bones, bloody hell you! Answer me how is this theory possible? Why is it like that?" He'd probably haunt me when I'm asleep. I'd give a million pounds and wish that Einstein or Thomas Edison never existed. Also, don't start your long speech of i-know-it-because-i-know-it or i-know-it-because-i-read-it-from-the-book-and-i-dont-see-the-need-of-telling-you kindda reasons. Hey mister, people don't know then ask you la, you think what? Can you kindly reply with less arrogance, we don't need that anymore, it's too much for us. If women can be stupid, men can be as well, yeah!

Since I aspire to be like spongebob squarepants, stay tune for the pictures!

|._Ondre stumbled at 6:32:00 PM_.|

Monday, October 03, 2005

I'd rather be...if I could, I surely would

Word of the day: effulgence
Meaning: A brilliant radiance

Small note: Shall spent some time blogging about something before I get on to my Physics homework and revision for test. Yeah, I am going to have a change on my timetable again! Rejoice! Please rejoice! Please dance in jubilance because I am so affirmed of the shit I'm gonna get. Ha! I'd bet with Ondre's dumb-bell toy I'm gonna end really late. If you are thinking what I am thinking, yes, chao turban has too much time to spare. Doesn't all these explains the amount of free time he enjoys? In my opinion, he should make full use of these time to go on to the internet or flip the pages of newspaper and find himself a comfy old folk's home. I have this feeling that he might be needing it really soon.

Ah huh! Does the title ring a bell? It's actually part of a song that goes like, "I'd rather be a sparrow than a snail, yes I would, if I could, I surely would..." and blah blah blah. It just continues on other than changing the sparrow and the snail with some other stuffs. So, it's pretty obvious what I am going to start yakking about.

I'd rather be...
























SPONGEBOB!!!!

Yeah I'm fully aware that bugger is kindda perverted but that's what ling-jie suggested when I said I wanted to live on the sea. Afterwhich, she started humming and singing to the tune of the cartoon. I really cannot imagine how being a sponge feels like. I think the sponge must have felt really dirty and insulted what with people squeezing them the whole day. So, we can't really blame spongebob for being perverse (he has a deprived childhood la).



I know there are two shades of green. Blame it on poor editing but I'm too tired to do any amendments now. SPONGEBOB HAS BIG EYES! Ah, sexay man! Okay, it's time to go back to my daily routine. Spare me from the agony! Spare me oh spare me!

N.B: It's time for me to get medical check-ups for my psychological state. I'd honestly think I'm suffering from split personality.

|._Ondre stumbled at 7:37:00 PM_.|