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Sunday, November 19, 2006

暴风雨

也终于平息了。是否那就是暴风雨来临的预兆，还是一切都恢复原状了。种种的事情也来得太快了，根本就无法预测，也无法去控制。发生的事情也无法当没事，影响一直浮现在脑海，甩也甩不掉。

这一切留下的也只有伤痛，在我心中画上一道裂痕，好深的一道裂痕。真希望这个时候会有一个能安抚我脆弱心情的人。一个能依靠的肩膀，一个能化解忧愁的拥抱。这样就足够了。伤痛也许会化解，可回忆或许就会一直留在脑海中。真的也想不到解脱这烦恼的办法，我只能一直的逃避，希望时间能冲淡一切。

好庆幸有一群知己，在需要的时候也很乐意的伸出援手，给予关怀。真得很感谢也非常地感动。。。

|._Ondre stumbled at 6:13:00 PM_.|

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Numb-ed

Trust and believe is not part of my life anymore. I'm finding it hard to trust and I'm finding it silly to believe. We are all living in denial, ignoring the presence of a problem, refusing to believe what we see, not wanting to rectify it. True as it is, "seeing might not be believing" but I'm determined there will be a portion of truth to it. I'm unsure as to one is being overly-sensitive or the other is guilty of the crimes. Even thinking about it gets me weary. Now I wished I had 20 hours a day so I wouldn't have the time to think about it.

How depressing, it got my heart weeping in sorrow. Perhaps ignorance is a bliss afterall. I wished to get the key to the truth but something is stopping me. A voice beckoning me to behold...

|._Ondre stumbled at 12:19:00 PM_.|

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Back by popular demand

Well...not exactly. The fact was that only mooster bugged me to post an entry. Hahaha! And honestly, I don't exactly know what to blog about.

Have been working for nearly 5 weeks. Not exactly a bed of roses but I'm still surviving well. Obviously, it doesn't take a long time for you to realise what your colleagues are like, the high-flyers, the high-flyers wannabe and of course the ordinary ones. Being the best..., a questionable topic and an ironic topic. It is no longer important because being the best means you have to withstand the loneliness.

好怀念当时读书的日子，怀念学校的生活，怀念着某些人的存在。
怀念着那灿烂的笑容，怀念午餐短暂的时间，怀念着放学后的活动。

时光也匆匆的溜走，留给我的也只剩回忆和思念。
三个月后的今天就得开始准备人生的下一段旅程。
这段漫长的道路，会找到知音人吗？
心情有时有点疲惫，有点沉重。我的负担能够交给谁呢？

|._Ondre stumbled at 8:33:00 PM_.|